So my daughter's father wants me to go with them to a Marilyn Manson concert. I think I'd have fun dressing  up but I don't actually want to go to an actual concert. I'm not really into anti God stuff, lol. And tend to stay away from things that border on the demonic. Butt thanks anyway. Plus Mr Manson and I never really got along so in a way it would be weird to go. I hope they have fun. I'll be here prepping for the arrival of the aliens and zombies with the perahelion of planet x.

New light

So I've got all my stones up and together. 

Concrete, fools gold, pyrite, florite, copper, lepidolyte, sulphur, mica, mariposite, obsidian, and dolomite.

I feel as though I'm rested though I don't want to go anywhere or deal with much of anything. Everything important is washed. I sent a letter off to hemi again. IDK if I'll get anything back. Maybe, it would be nice. He's nice to chat with. I'm not really interested in going to a Marilyn Manson concert that much. That just stresses me out.  Ricky stresses me out. I'd go hang out with bill but bill beyond friends is just really not doable. I'm not sure what I'll be doing this year. I'd like to get a trailer and some property and put a swing on it. Make desert and that's it. 

Another update. Rick and Yvette are def off. Yvette's in another relationship and Rick and are are getting married. I still chat with William but I'm not involved with William. I think he's doing better. He was zapped with rf waves at the fire station. Rick is Rick. We haven't really had a chance to talk about things. I'm getting out more. This evening I feel like crap that's because I only have half my food budget. Thanks. It's nice to know that I only matter have as much as anyone else. Jesus. I don't know what else to tell you. I really hate headaches. I could use some prune juice. I hope I'll feel better in the morning. I've been doing a lot better. Mostly cause I've been eating more veggita less. Although for now I'm out. Nope come to think of it I've got beets. They're not the good kind which are pickled. I guess they'll do. I have to remember to get the pickled beets next time they're so much better. Anyway lol, things could be better things could be worse. Things are ok for now. Right now I have to get get my water that I forgot and take some pills so I can get to sleep. That's about all I have to report.

Not superman

So, I don't have much to say. The only thing I kept thinking about when I was in that car was getting to Israel. Another thing it conclusion I have come to about the case if hemy nueman is that the voices are very belieable. I can't imagine going and buying a gun in order to shoot someone but then I didn't hear what he heard. I've heard what I've heard and it took me about ten days to high tail it out if town like the voices were telling me to do. I followed directions lol. There really wasn't anything else I could do.
I don't believe that they belong where they are. I do believe that they should be shipped to Israel if that's where they wanted to be. We've got a problem in America. Meds aren't available to those with scitzophernia and access to meds are dwendling currently. I'd really like to get out if here and at the same time I don't really want to go unprepared. I've got so much going on. Ive never had anyone bring me pie before. I think Mrs R brought me a casserole once. That was it. I have to go get my own pie as well as pie for everyone else .That can be tiring when your expected to be superman but aren't superman.

The creepy pirates came by...

So, in my hallucinations from January of this year, it was night and the voice was saying get ready the pirates will be here soon, and everything got creepy. They got closer and closer, the ghost of priates, and they began walking in the yard. While off in the distance was a lamp light which seemed to be moving in the nieghbors back yard, and it got closer till it was in my yard. Then there was something or someone outside my car, right at the door. I waited and didn't move. Somehow it got in the car and in the back seat. I tried to ignore it. I forget what transpired next. I think after a couple of minutes it went away. At some point I fell asleep. There are weird noises outside my door right now. I think it's someone working outside. They've been cleaning up the courtyard today. They haven't fixed the firepit yet. But the pirates were creepy.

Very tired. Not much to say. Made a new outfit made the bed, am resting.  Dressed for the day. Someone's an ahole somewhere. Had eggs for breakfast with mayo. It was pretty good. Cats here. She needs vitamins and dewormer I think. Not much else to report. Later crater.

Happy cats

Well, the cats are happily playing outside. I am soon to get dressed for the day. Not much else going on.

Backyard swing

Well I'm all alone now again. I don't like being alone. At least not all day. My cat is here. It's not really the same though. I wish bill or Fred were here. And I'd really like a swing in my backyard.

Update

So I'm back home. I've set up some things, need to wash some clothes and set up my closet. I may be here a while.